sad is how i feel....

It was great for the past few weeks. I was happy almost everyday, esp when im with u! well.. but good time dun last. <-- i used to say this but my fren told me this... good time dun last... they get better. =D Everyone has their ups and downs... no one is perfect. after wat happened yest, i realise that things are goin to change... it wont be as happy as before. i was so damn stupit. since things wont be the same anymore.. i have to adapt to the change... its changing cos of me. So i have to face my own fault. I was very delighted when i get to eat the mee goreng.. although it was so damn spicy, i finish it. yeah! i keep telling myself when it was abt to finish.. "not hot, not hot can finish one!" haha. the whole day nv eat man... jian fei! but it was filled with happiness later. haha. im goin to try my best to build the bridge til the end. so damn tired man... yest not enuff sleep... nv eat... im still typing here.. am i fit or wat? =D well.. thats all folks... til next time.. tata~