Zero.

Now everything falls back to zero.. no wonder i felt the difference at the carpark when i sent her up.. no hug no kish.. for the first time. Its just amazing how can all the woman i met, change their thinking in an instant. One min hot and the other cold. Its true that u can nv understand what a woman is thinking. Now we are just normal frens. trying out. she came to a point that, if it works out it will, if not it wont. To me, this way you are just trying out the relationship without putting any effort in it. how can there be results if theres no effort put in?

for now all i can do is just listen and follow what she wants me to do... take it slow. its not easy but im trying my very best.. i just hope one fine day... she will feel it..

praying...