up and downs

Its been really weird. Isnt it right that if u really have feelings for someone, u would work towards it to make things right? now she is just drifting away from me, i did all she wants me to do by doing it slow and give her space. today i asked if she is able to come pick me up to go hans to meet the rest, she said ok, den suddenly she called later, when i first saw the fone rang, im happy. she said she was just checking up on me.. which is sweet... but later on she told me that she might not be able to pick me up. i was like wth? if u said u can, means u already tot of ur plans to move about. den now u telling me u cant.

I just hate these last min thingy and worse off is that u gave me hope and u are oso the one that took it away just like that. why? u can be so much in diff between me and tom. u gave him so many chances even u knew he outside got other girls, me, im faithful to u and u push me away. it takes both hands to clap right? if theres any problem we shld just talk it away right away rather den keeping it to urself and let it blew one fine day with many other stuffs which u tot it was minor.

And now u telling me that u are going to aussie to have fun. Thanks man. i really duno what i shld do. Quit playing games with me heart babygirl. sigh.