ARGH!!

WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why does it always ends up like this?!?!?!?! for fuks sake, what do u want from me?? just spell it out! quit playing games! U kept making me think, HOW COME TOM CAN GET U AND I CANT?? u can do so many things for him, forgive him so many times but me, i didnt fool AROUND! i didnt do anything unfaithful to U! ARGH!!!!!

seriously, i just cant bear to give it up! i even started playing AION which cuts my money off again!! wth am i thinking??? no expectations no disappointments. true, but tinking it the other way means even if u have or dun have it doesnt matter? i mean in relationship, of cos u wanna put in effort and make things work right??? ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!